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Have you ever came across a quiz and it had that kind of question about the future and you had no idea how to answer it...?

Here's the question: What do you want to be when you grow up?

So of course we all shake our heads scratch our necks and just skip it.

But there are also those who have an answer for everything and waste no chance to show off.

After some thought...(I realized that I need many more lives to do all that shit that swims around my head...) and of course after seeing some awesome movie that fire me up,I came with an answer,satisfying for now.

My own hero.

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Haha,I really went with my dad to that shop.And damn we saw some beauties!

Hehehe...he said he'll buy me one by Easter..

Wow I really wish he did that!

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So yup school started and now it's Wednesday so two more days and it weekend...

It started out pretty well...on Tuesday we went to school at 9 so we got to sleep a bit in and the second best thing was that the last class was called off...and the Best thing was that my English class was also cancelled!!!Wohoooo

And believe me Tuesdays are one of my worst days

Today it was...tiring...ok but tiring...also got home earlier.
Tomorrow...I hope it won't suck major ass...

and on Friday again at 9...

*sigh*

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I want to hang out with my old friends T.T....

I kind of miss that...oh shit yeah I miss them!

I haven't had a good laugh for months now...and it's kinda depressing...I hope things will change...and in good...and soon.

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Also I'm fucking crazy about Skip Beat...and I've been asking myself

Is Tsuruga Ren the answer to all of our answers?

LMAO it's clear now.

My mind's got its own holiday.

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I fear mediocrity.

You should too.

JO.

I'm choppin' mountains with the edge of my hand!!!

Yaaaaaay guess what's today??????

February the 4th!!!!

Haha OMG that means I've been writing in this blog for a year now...

Wow....a year,huh?

Time sure flies by...XD

Weeell but it sure feels awesome...haha maybe I'll keep this blog for years and decades and when I'll be like 50 I'll stumble upon it on accident and then laugh and cry because of my stupid mistakes and forgotten good and bad memories.Haha I hope that'll happen!! XD

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Haha today I finished watching Pandora Hearts and I'm a bit disappointed...well the end didn't actually wrap up anything...I hope they make a second season because they left billions of questions unanswered.I really wanted to see Glen's face T.T I bet he was hot like Jack XDDD.

And WTF nobody noticed how that highly and mightily old duck was like...HOT?I mean he was supposed to be old,right?Waaa I have a soft spot for red-headed guys T.T....shame on me!SHAME ON ME !!!!

Anyway if season 2 doesn't come then that means I'll have to try and read the manga and we all know that I've already walked on that path (I mean I know) and it gave me a headache -__-'...

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Yesterday I saw the new Sherlock Holmes movie (OMG Jude Law Hotness!!!!!) it was fucking wicked ass awesome 0.0....I love cleaver shit like that and the bitter humor thy throw in...WE HAVE A WINNER!!

Great movie!Although it reminded me of L from Death Note and then I remembered bastard shitface Light and then got mad....*sigh*

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After the movie I went to the mall with my mom...and we bought a really awesome shirt haha with robots on it...even tho I wanted the one with vegetables saying "Fresh Friends!!" awww XDDD

And when we headed home it was already dark and it snowed like crazy!!It's so bittersweet I both loved and hated it...haha the snow was so pretty and bright o.o I fucking swear it was lighty and shit even tho it was already past six...and the sky was a pretty indigo color as well....haha nice sight!

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So now today after watching Pandora Hearts...I obviously searched for an other anime to watch (well...DUH)

And again we all know that Wolf's Rain just won't happen -__-'....

So after some time I said what the hell and watched K-ON's first episode...and then the second and then the third and now I'm at the 7th episode!!!!

It just fires me up and then I did a quick research and tomorrow I'm going with my dad to a guitar shop!!!YAAAAY I really hope we do!Daaamn I want a guitar...and even tho I know an electric one is too much to sk for...-_-' I'll be more than satisfied with an acoustic one...haha...

And then I ended up listening to Jimi Hendrix (Voodoo Child is one of my faves now XD) and I'm downloading his discography...yeaaaah who doesn't want to chop down a mountain with only the edge of one's hand??Duuuh everyone wants that shit XD...haha he's great!!

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Btw Kate Nash is also fucking great...amazing ....mind-blowing!!!

I've been listening to 'So much older' for over a day now...that song makes me shiver...fucking shiver!!!

I swear yesterday night I was listening to that song and I fucking glued myself to the wall and mouthed the lyrics while shivering O.O OMFG...haha embarrassing -___-'

But really anyone who writes something like 'He fell in love Not for a while Just for life' apparent;y fucking makes me tremble out of pleasure and dunno...maybe longing?Haha but that's just plain stupid -__-'

And the feeling of just purely trusting someone is grater that anything I can comprehend...The greatest feeling I can currently wish for...to trust someone and to be trusted...

Wow can you really imagine yourself trusting someone blindly with maybe even your life?

'He relies on her And she helps him out'

This song is about the greatest journey meaning...you meet someone and you fell in love and fell in love for real...for life (I don't understand it...and will probably need good years and experience till I'll believe in everlasting love haha...reference to Laura Marling's Ghosts)....and then they got older so much older...and even if things go slower now...he relies on her because she is no his life the reason he lives and more and she helps him out because she would never change how her life turned out...

Wow...just wow...

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So now I'm sitting in my shitty chair and listening to a song that makes me shiver while coughing...

yes...I already started coughing and it's the most unpleasant thing about particulary my colds...-__-'...beside the nose lice a faucet thing of course...haha

Haha 10 minutes til midnight so I better hurry to publish this on the 4th not the 5th ...

Well bye then!

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Remember when we went to Spain

How I wish that we could go back again!

How I wish that we could go back!

Jo.

Glitter in the air

A light subject it is for today!

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So last time I spoke bout True Blood...well it seems like this little obsession has come to an end...for now(haha).As fast as I could I downloanded a torrent with the full first season and watched every episode hungrily (I swear I fuckin licked my lips every time Bill came up)...such eye candy...I candy I tell you!!The the next season came after.By friday I was done with the whole deal ready for the last episode on HBO.(Of course I didn't download the last ep!It would've just shattered the magic,I guess..haha)

And the last scene just had me on the edge of my seat!!!WTF??Who's bright idea was to kidnapp Bill just after he purposed to his fucking woman???AND WTF SOOKIE??she needs time to think? I would have said yes without a frickin blink.no hesitation whatsoever.

Now I'm waiting like a good little girl for the next season...ut if HBO doesn't but the frickin season the so far with the good girl.The HBO staff can fully prepare themselves for a storm...cause I aien't come lightly!

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I got a new phone.

Me and my dad were looking at phones on the internet the other day and I showed him some awesome little fellas and then he goes like 'Ooooh I know the best damn thing!" and then he shows me THE phone.(sweatdrop here).THE phone consist in a Nokia 6300 (another sweatdrop)....'Oh yeaaaah dad!My dream phone!How'd you know???' of course I was being sarcastic...and tried every little argument I could think of...to make him change his mind...

But even with my hard tries guess what was waiting for me the next day when I got home from school(actually I skipped last class so I got home earlier!Thanks God for music classes)

So took you long enough to figure out?

Yes my dear inexistent brothers and sister THE beautiful shiny phone was waiting for my return on my desk.If it had eyes...it would have winked at me!I swear!!! But there it is like fucking glittery shit on my desk mocking me whike daring me to say something rude or sarcastic while my dad's boasting grin widened.

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so yeah now I can listen to music...the first days I did it all the time..when I got up in the morning...when I was on the bus...at school in breaks...even in a few classes...so let me get it staight...I listen to music even when I take a shit!

Yeaaah that's how crazy it went in the beginning!

But after I gave it some thought....who the fuck cares what kind of phone it is as long as I can boast my shitty music while I shit?

So now I don't even care...but the only think I'm a little upset about is the camera...well it has 2 megapixels...which actually sucks!

But I try really hard so cut me some slacks!

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It's monday night...I took a bath,washed my hair...and now I'm sitting in my sorry ass of a chair ,in my old and worn-out baggy and dirty hoodie (it has no hood haha) and without socks...fortunatelly my feet aren't frozen!

The tv is turned on (hahah OMG the TV is turned on ) haha that was so childish XD...well anyway I'm watching some shit ass ad right now...but not for so long because Taylor Swift wats to crack her voice a little for the Grammys.

And yes even if I'm thinking of food (not that I'm hungry!my mom fetched some awesome shit called food from Mcdonald's haha can you believe it?it tasted damn good ,even with my cold!) I feel like throwing a fist full of glitter in the air.

Because when I think about it I like life.I love to plan out every single detail of the future (and no sadly it's never like I imagine it!) but I don't care!Fuck if I do!

For the time being I plan to go with the flow...and maybe after my age blooms a little ,I'll be able to step up and take thins in my own hands!

I'm waiting for that moment for years and I'll be waiting some more...but I have my fears,what if I miss the chance and never open my eyes and see the world for what it is?

Sometimes life seems both long and short.Whe you see a woman or man in the TV and they say that he or she is the oldest woman or man on the Earth how do you feel?How does that person feel?

Did her/his life come to this in a blink of an eye...did she/he travel?save many memories?both good and bad?loved?cried?mourned?wished for an endless night?just lived for the moment?

Sometimes memories are the most precious treasure a man could have.

Of course there are things we want to forget,things that are well hidden behing the purple curtain.So fragile that one look or thought could shatter them and flood your mind until it leaves you crying and broken.

Those tears are like glitter in the air.

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haha I always feel like a fool when I reread what I wrote...haha but I don't really care because it maked me feel just a little bit better...

Haha..ok so I'm a goner now...

Bye...

Boo'ya Moon

Smuck!

Bool!The End!
It goes behind the purple...

SOWISA

Everything the same

Jo.