I'm choppin' mountains with the edge of my hand!!!

Yaaaaaay guess what's today??????

February the 4th!!!!

Haha OMG that means I've been writing in this blog for a year now...

Wow....a year,huh?

Time sure flies by...XD

Weeell but it sure feels awesome...haha maybe I'll keep this blog for years and decades and when I'll be like 50 I'll stumble upon it on accident and then laugh and cry because of my stupid mistakes and forgotten good and bad memories.Haha I hope that'll happen!! XD

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Haha today I finished watching Pandora Hearts and I'm a bit disappointed...well the end didn't actually wrap up anything...I hope they make a second season because they left billions of questions unanswered.I really wanted to see Glen's face T.T I bet he was hot like Jack XDDD.

And WTF nobody noticed how that highly and mightily old duck was like...HOT?I mean he was supposed to be old,right?Waaa I have a soft spot for red-headed guys T.T....shame on me!SHAME ON ME !!!!

Anyway if season 2 doesn't come then that means I'll have to try and read the manga and we all know that I've already walked on that path (I mean I know) and it gave me a headache -__-'...

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Yesterday I saw the new Sherlock Holmes movie (OMG Jude Law Hotness!!!!!) it was fucking wicked ass awesome 0.0....I love cleaver shit like that and the bitter humor thy throw in...WE HAVE A WINNER!!

Great movie!Although it reminded me of L from Death Note and then I remembered bastard shitface Light and then got mad....*sigh*

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After the movie I went to the mall with my mom...and we bought a really awesome shirt haha with robots on it...even tho I wanted the one with vegetables saying "Fresh Friends!!" awww XDDD

And when we headed home it was already dark and it snowed like crazy!!It's so bittersweet I both loved and hated it...haha the snow was so pretty and bright o.o I fucking swear it was lighty and shit even tho it was already past six...and the sky was a pretty indigo color as well....haha nice sight!

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So now today after watching Pandora Hearts...I obviously searched for an other anime to watch (well...DUH)

And again we all know that Wolf's Rain just won't happen -__-'....

So after some time I said what the hell and watched K-ON's first episode...and then the second and then the third and now I'm at the 7th episode!!!!

It just fires me up and then I did a quick research and tomorrow I'm going with my dad to a guitar shop!!!YAAAAY I really hope we do!Daaamn I want a guitar...and even tho I know an electric one is too much to sk for...-_-' I'll be more than satisfied with an acoustic one...haha...

And then I ended up listening to Jimi Hendrix (Voodoo Child is one of my faves now XD) and I'm downloading his discography...yeaaaah who doesn't want to chop down a mountain with only the edge of one's hand??Duuuh everyone wants that shit XD...haha he's great!!

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Btw Kate Nash is also fucking great...amazing ....mind-blowing!!!

I've been listening to 'So much older' for over a day now...that song makes me shiver...fucking shiver!!!

I swear yesterday night I was listening to that song and I fucking glued myself to the wall and mouthed the lyrics while shivering O.O OMFG...haha embarrassing -___-'

But really anyone who writes something like 'He fell in love Not for a while Just for life' apparent;y fucking makes me tremble out of pleasure and dunno...maybe longing?Haha but that's just plain stupid -__-'

And the feeling of just purely trusting someone is grater that anything I can comprehend...The greatest feeling I can currently wish for...to trust someone and to be trusted...

Wow can you really imagine yourself trusting someone blindly with maybe even your life?

'He relies on her And she helps him out'

This song is about the greatest journey meaning...you meet someone and you fell in love and fell in love for real...for life (I don't understand it...and will probably need good years and experience till I'll believe in everlasting love haha...reference to Laura Marling's Ghosts)....and then they got older so much older...and even if things go slower now...he relies on her because she is no his life the reason he lives and more and she helps him out because she would never change how her life turned out...

Wow...just wow...

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So now I'm sitting in my shitty chair and listening to a song that makes me shiver while coughing...

yes...I already started coughing and it's the most unpleasant thing about particulary my colds...-__-'...beside the nose lice a faucet thing of course...haha

Haha 10 minutes til midnight so I better hurry to publish this on the 4th not the 5th ...

Well bye then!

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Remember when we went to Spain

How I wish that we could go back again!

How I wish that we could go back!

Jo.

Pink Bullets

Gees I think it's time to write something smart here because looking at my last post made me realize how many things I said in the shortest sentences I've ever written.

Remember when I talked about the ups and downs?Well I think I reached the top of the hill and now it's time for me to climb down or God knows what might happen I could accidentally trip over my own feet and stumble down the hill ungracefully and break my neck.

Yes that might just be it.You know people really amaze me.

There are so many kind of people.Sour people,bitter people not so many of sweet people nowadays....

But why bother to befriend them when they just stab you in the back later?

Yesss I know that they're also human even if they're FRIENDS (caught my drift?:]..)well anyway it must be some sort of law of the nature.Like your inner someone bugs you like

"Hey you stupid!!Go over there and start a conversation with that mugger!!!See what you can make of it,if the shithead doesn't cooperate we drop the case but if the asshole looses up then we mess with her head for another three month then we totally ignore the motherfucker...maybe look at her from time to time just to confuse the shit out of her!Got that shit face?It's a plan!!"

Basically that happened to me.I bet Simina's inner swears like that!I can really see that...

But anyway...I'm thinking of turning everyone out for the time being...no friends?got it...no boyfriend?got that right....no money?you hit the nail on the head....no stupid thing to occupy your time with?I think we have a winner!What shall your prize be?Royal Crown?a Coke maybe?

Geees thankies for the nice Christmas present you high school people!

But dropping this back-stabber topic I want to talk about something light just to ease myself?So what if I'm selfish?Nowadays people pay you if you got that shit!No kidding!

About movies...movies are nice...yeah you can watch them when you feel like it they tell a story have awesome music use non-monosyllabic words and the best thing about them is that they don't fucking IGNORE you when you want to fucking WATCH THEM!!!!

Movies don't go like :"NOOO motherfucker go away don't you fucking dare press play cause I swear I'm going give you such a big error that your brain will explode!And this is not sweet pie talk I fucking want to chat with my movie friends who after some time will fucking stab me in the back so don't you fucking dare to interrupt me FUCKING SHIT FACE !!"

yeah well imagine a movie talking to you like that...no fuck that imagine a movie ACTUALLY talking to you...I think you get the picture and the facts hit me as hard as a bitch slap from a movie.I just lost my only friend!She fucking ignores me just like that!!And I swear when I talk to her and she says shit back it half-mouthed and you can actually hear disgust in her voice!

God I hate people.If I ad the chance I would fucking throw onions in their eyes for like 10 YEARS!!!And then make them listen to Simona sing for days and weeks and years!!!Oh God that would be satisfying....yes..

I really need to change myself...but I found it utterly impossible to change the way I see people.

Like when you meet them...yes you have to admit that you judge that person by the first impresion he/she gave you and then you get to know the shooting star...and BAM you see through his/her actions like you've known her all your life.

And even if you like the little cherry cupcake you hate her.Because you just fucking hate the way he/she DOES or HANDLES something....and I really don't want to get into detail because the way people speak...well let's just say that it speaks of the person iself.And damn that blue panda's future's not that bright.

Let's take homosexuality for an exemple...no let's take lesbians for an exemple...well they're people who may leave a somehow STRONG first impression on you and even if you are very reserved they just fucking get under your skin!!!But by the end of the day you still fucking hate them because when you watch them on the TV and you fucking want to please yourself you fucking don't get turned on because they take THAT long...they just fucking DON'T GO FOR IT!!!And I truly hate them for that!They just lost a lesbian supporter when they made that movie!Damn right!

Ok so I leave it that I'm having it rough but when you think about it who doesn't?

wow the question of the century...

Ending it with that...

I'm in for a beautiful night!(YAY)

Jo