Gees I think it's time to write something smart here because looking at my last post made me realize how many things I said in the shortest sentences I've ever written.
Remember when I talked about the ups and downs?Well I think I reached the top of the hill and now it's time for me to climb down or God knows what might happen I could accidentally trip over my own feet and stumble down the hill ungracefully and break my neck.
Yes that might just be it.You know people really amaze me.
There are so many kind of people.Sour people,bitter people not so many of sweet people nowadays....
But why bother to befriend them when they just stab you in the back later?
Yesss I know that they're also human even if they're FRIENDS (caught my drift?:]..)well anyway it must be some sort of law of the nature.Like your inner someone bugs you like
"Hey you stupid!!Go over there and start a conversation with that mugger!!!See what you can make of it,if the shithead doesn't cooperate we drop the case but if the asshole looses up then we mess with her head for another three month then we totally ignore the motherfucker...maybe look at her from time to time just to confuse the shit out of her!Got that shit face?It's a plan!!"
Basically that happened to me.I bet Simina's inner swears like that!I can really see that...
But anyway...I'm thinking of turning everyone out for the time being...no friends?got it...no boyfriend?got that right....no money?you hit the nail on the head....no stupid thing to occupy your time with?I think we have a winner!What shall your prize be?Royal Crown?a Coke maybe?
Geees thankies for the nice Christmas present you high school people!
But dropping this back-stabber topic I want to talk about something light just to ease myself?So what if I'm selfish?Nowadays people pay you if you got that shit!No kidding!
About movies...movies are nice...yeah you can watch them when you feel like it they tell a story have awesome music use non-monosyllabic words and the best thing about them is that they don't fucking IGNORE you when you want to fucking WATCH THEM!!!!
Movies don't go like :"NOOO motherfucker go away don't you fucking dare press play cause I swear I'm going give you such a big error that your brain will explode!And this is not sweet pie talk I fucking want to chat with my movie friends who after some time will fucking stab me in the back so don't you fucking dare to interrupt me FUCKING SHIT FACE !!"
yeah well imagine a movie talking to you like that...no fuck that imagine a movie ACTUALLY talking to you...I think you get the picture and the facts hit me as hard as a bitch slap from a movie.I just lost my only friend!She fucking ignores me just like that!!And I swear when I talk to her and she says shit back it half-mouthed and you can actually hear disgust in her voice!
God I hate people.If I ad the chance I would fucking throw onions in their eyes for like 10 YEARS!!!And then make them listen to Simona sing for days and weeks and years!!!Oh God that would be satisfying....yes..
I really need to change myself...but I found it utterly impossible to change the way I see people.
Like when you meet them...yes you have to admit that you judge that person by the first impresion he/she gave you and then you get to know the shooting star...and BAM you see through his/her actions like you've known her all your life.
And even if you like the little cherry cupcake you hate her.Because you just fucking hate the way he/she DOES or HANDLES something....and I really don't want to get into detail because the way people speak...well let's just say that it speaks of the person iself.And damn that blue panda's future's not that bright.
Let's take homosexuality for an exemple...no let's take lesbians for an exemple...well they're people who may leave a somehow STRONG first impression on you and even if you are very reserved they just fucking get under your skin!!!But by the end of the day you still fucking hate them because when you watch them on the TV and you fucking want to please yourself you fucking don't get turned on because they take THAT long...they just fucking DON'T GO FOR IT!!!And I truly hate them for that!They just lost a lesbian supporter when they made that movie!Damn right!
Ok so I leave it that I'm having it rough but when you think about it who doesn't?
wow the question of the century...
Ending it with that...
I'm in for a beautiful night!(YAY)
Jo
