That lucky ass,ragged,see-through shirt!

So I decided to not speak of my school,mainly my class ever again.I wish them all thousand years of butt pain and sore legs.But no more detail...cause I really hate them and don't wanna talk about fuckers with no fucking real ass-fucking life.Phew.

OKOKOKOKOKOK

Recently I've been really fixated on the Tv.There are days when I don't even switch on my laptop.Freacky I know...but true.

But really...watching more television mean more movies unchecked off my 'Must see movies before death'...which means more hot pieces of men meat added to my 'Hot piece of men meat' list.Haha life is sooo getting better.

I've noticed True Blood somewhere last november I think...when I accidentally stumbled over an HBO and what on Earth made me watch that episode filled with perfect men species oozing off hotness and baring their fangs at each other..well I have no idea.But fuck I did...so yeah a way to pass time,I though...at that time.

And now here I am panting,daydreaming about a hot piece of ass man.Yeaaaah of course I mean Bill because no matter how hard I try to like Eric and Sookie together I fucking CAN'T!!!And don't even want to.

Imagine my dismay when I read on wikipedia that they're going to get married?What the FUCKING ROYAL FUCK???Areyou people fucking insane???How ca you not choose Bill????Every fucking thing about him screams HOT!

I watch the show and my ees are fucking glued when he's in a scene.OMG I'm blinding over here O__O...if I could be that ragged ,little see-trough t-shirt he's wearing I'd be happy for the rest of my life and I like fucking MEAN IT.

It practically became a full-time obsession like...'How many fucking days are there til Friday???'

Yooosh now that was it for today...btw I've been hearing Bad things by Jace Everett playing in my head the whole day.Damn that hot ass song *drooling*

I'd be more that happy to let Bill do bad things to me with this song playing in the background.

Haha

Yup.Life is definitely getting better now!

******

I wanna do bad things with you.

I wanna do real bad things with you.

Ow, ooh.

Jo.

She comes and goes and no one KNOWS

HAHA Happy New Year!!!
YaaaY for 2010!!XD
Wow this is my first post in the new year,huh?Actually,truth to be told....this kind of thing doesn't mean anything to me,I mean this whole new start thing and I really hate the first day of the year.It was always like this...it always sucks no matter what.
This is the last day of my holiday...sad,huh?
Well it means going back to school,learning more stuff,exams and facing people who hate you.No not hate more like ignore,I think ignoring someone it's worse that hating face to face...well,it just upsets me,oh well I have to get over it,right?
My vacation was pretty good.I spent time with Sandra and yes actually I really did miss her.
Well Christmas was...pretty platonic.I tried getting in the mood...I downloaded carols...sang them with my grandma and mom(but she sucks so she just hummed along XD)...cleaned my room,decorated it and the christmas tree.OMG such pathetic tree XD...well my mom bought it without consulting me,so what did I expect?
Eventually after whinning about how I never get a real present...my dad bought me a watch.And I'm pretty ok with it,I wanted a watch so it's just perfect.
I wasn't happy tho,I just felt like going with the flow.I think that pretty much that's all that I do these days.
I really don't wish for something wholeheartedly...I just think 'I want that' but when I have to fight for that I just go like 'Naaah I don't really need it'
And that really angeres me.I want to do this,I want to own that,but because of my shithead attitude I just give up on everything.
So I decided to try my best and fix things up at school.I mean with Simina...because when I think back,I was pretty happy with being her friend and even if I try I really can't think ill about her.Because I loved how we could just talk about shit and she would laugh at things I said...it made me feel all happy inside and think 'wow she thinks that I'm actually funny?'...so all in all I won't give up.Maybe she''ll push me away at first but that doesn't matter because I decided to try to not do things half-heartedly.I really won't give up this time!
So just wait Simina!!Throw me as many disgusted glances as you want I'll still be your friend after that!

****

Even if my heart feels a little lighter after admitting that my mind is set and I won't accept anything but succes in this new year...I still have other problems too.
At the beginning of the holiday I took my heart in my hands and together with my mom (OOO call me chicken I don't care XDD) I headed to the Library.I haven't returned Four Past Midnight I by Stephen King for over a month.So of course I accepted my fate and was ready to be suspended for a month (of course I looked after my punishment online!!XD),so with a heavy heart I,along with my mom,entered the Library.
The watcher thing man at the entrace took our coats and gave us a number instead...(WTF? should #29 help me keep warm when in cold days?) anyway we went upstairs...with every step my heart went a little lower.By the last step when I felt it beating in my right leg I started silently freaking out.I mean whose heart sinks in the right leg?Really?...But even after that I continued walking straight ahead.I coulnd't loose to those librarian ladies.No sir,I'm going to hold my head straight up and say proudly 'Yes I had the book for more than a month'.And then walk out carrying my punishment with pride.Ha that's what I thought.
When we entered the Adult Section we were greeted with sight of a whole bunch of people cheking in and out their books.
Great,I thought,public humiliation,what more can a girl dream of?
But nevermind that I still went with steady steps holding myself carefully with an emotionless face ready for the disaprooving looks I was sure were going to greet me.
So I said a straight 'Hello ma'am' gave my pass and counted down the second,in my head.
I carefully handed the lady the book.She took it without hesitation,glancing at me.For a second I thought 'Ok that's it!Fucking run for the window!That's the closest!!'...when I heard her saying 'Would you like to get anything else?'.....
I stared at her hard whole fricking five seconds straight.Was this bitch toying with me couldn't she see the caged animal look in my eyes?...when it HIT me...she didn't check the date I was supposed to return the book.
I was bubbling in the inside!!!I mumbled something along the lines 'I can?' and the woman throw me a weird glance but said 'Of course!Go ahead'
I was sooo happy I practically skipped to the book section with my mom behind me.
I felt like the woman had just said that I could take over the world.I don't think that could have made me more happier!XDD...The feeling that I was doing something wrong was there but I actually welcomed it and made me even more excited.So I quickly cheked the place where books by Stephen King usually are left.

Mobile,already read
Christine,already read
From a Buick 8,already read
The Green mile,tried but dropped

....
and then I found a book with a ragged old cover,opened it and inside someone wrote with a pen 'The Shinning' by Stephen King
Because this is the book I wanted to read the most in the past...I checked through the book and found many missing pages.With a heavy heart I put the book down.I was upset and my sudden adrenaline rush from before dissapeared like it never existed.I found my mother checking out Paul Coelho.
One of my classmates did a presentation on 'Veronica,decides to die' last week and I was pretty interested in the book.After all the girl falls in love with schizofren.It ought to be interesting,right?
But before that something told me to take a last look at the Stephen King books,call it intuition or idiocy, or whatever.But I went back with a sigh and cheked again the books.Yup I read all of them and even if it was very tempting to take the old copy of 'The Shinning' home...I knew I would regret it later because of that bunch of missing pages.So I sighed and stood up,when with the corner of my eye I caught sight of a really big book that looked pretty new on the higher shelf.So I slowly reached for it...with my heart beating faster with every second.I finally touched it and with a sudden move I took it out.
The cover read 'Duma Key' by Stephen King.
....
Inside I started laughing maniacally and heard the lyrics of a great song started rolling through my mind.
I'M THE FUCKING KING OF THE WORLD.
HAHAHAHA
WHOOO...I felt high...can I get drugged with just finding a book?
The answer?
hell yeah!!
Wow I felt so good I started shaking XDD...so when my mom finally showed up to see what I was staring at so intently with a creepy smile on my face I could hardly keep the excitement from my voice...I started wishpering fastly because...let's face it I was ready to scream my lungs out XD...
'Duma Key' was written by Stephen King in 2008 and right then and there for me that was his newest book which begged me to read it.Can you imagine me hesitate?
I hugged the thick book to my chest and headed to check it in.
I suspiciously handed the lady the book (not the same woman as before) and she scribbled down something on my pass and then asked me to sign...I happily complied.
After that we happily exited the Adult Section,my mom went to for a drink and left me in the hallway hugging my dear book to my chest to look through the great photography exposition that was presented there.
So yeah I looked through them and apreciated the photogapher for his/her great art sense.
After my mother returned we victoriusly walked toward the man at the entrace to our coats back.
I handed him #29 and he gave us back our belongings.Seriously of course that number wouldn't keep me warm from the chilly air,what was in his mind?
Because I was hungry,our new mission was to find an awesome fast food and eat some great junk food.
So we found a place near my dad's work and ordered our food.We waited until it was finished and I practically attacked my food,I was so hungry.
I was busy devoring my food so I hadn't noticed my mom talking on the phone until she announced me that my aunt and grandma were going to the mall and we were going to tag along.
Ok,I thought,I'd like that.
I don't really say this out loud,ever,but I love my aunt.She's the person I look up to since I was a little kid.
So I began to feel excited again.
So I finished eating and we headed to the place where she was going to pick us up.
As usual we waited for a good 20 minutes until her blue peugeot showed up.
Yeaaaa,when I grow up I want to be just like her!No joking XD
We got in the car me in the back with my gradma and mom in the front beside my aunt(I don't like sitting in the front,besides sitting in the front mean the safety belt is a must,which I also hate)...
We greeted each other and waited for my aunt to start the car with akward grins on our faces,when she turned to me and lopped a thik book in my lap.
'Talisman' by Stephen King and Peter Straub.
...
OMFG can this day get any better?
I was shocked and didn't know how to react and of course becaus eof that I became embarrased.I didin't know what to say and awkwardly asked 'Just like this?' or something like that.And she said that it's my early Christmas present.
I sat there quietly in the back of my aunts blue peugeot hugging two of Stephen King's chocolat cakes.
I truly felt happy and lucky at the same time.

****

Now thinking back I think that was one of the best days of my holiday.
Actually that was the last day of school.It was Friday,the same day of my Geography exam,at which I studied.
And later in the mall while my mom was at the bathroom and my aunt disappeared somewhere me and my grandma got talked into buying some perfume.Haha of course the perfume belongs to me and sits happily on my shelf with the others(no worries my mom paid for it,in no way do I want to burden my grandma).
Well anyway the next day I started reading 'Duma Key'...after all I had to finish it by 20 december so this time I could return the book without feeling like a criminal.
The book stunned me...and even if I didn't get the whole 'this is my new favourite book' feeling I still can't shake the 'WOW' off.I returned the book exactly on the 28th because that was the only day the Library was open.Lucky,huh?And after that I started reading 'Talisman'...but every time I turned the page I remembered something from DK and found myself missing reading the book.I was soo upset I couldn't read another word from 'Talisman' anymore.
This has happened several times already and I just can't get over 'Duma Key'.
I'm so pitiful...and actually the translation bothers me as well...and the beginning was clearly written by Peter Straub,because King doesn't just jump into events like that.He slowly accumulates the story to a point where you simply can't put the book down until you haven't read the final word.It's like sucking dry the book.Like you are thirsty and the book is your only way to survive.Haha...yes King gives that impression.
But with 'Talisman'..this really changed...so far I really don't like this Jack kid,he's being paranoia for no reason...eventually I'm sure that something will happen to make him eally feel fear,but for now he just annoys me.That's how I stated things with this book...I really hope that I'll change my mind and fear that this will be just like with 'The Green Mile'...the book I simply couldn't find interest in...
Let's hope for the best.

****

I found an awesome blog last week that I had fun reading.Obsession Rerun is Calamity,Ambrosia and Ms.Sunnybrook's happy place where they let their imagination free and their obsessions run crazy.Nevertheless after reading through the posts and staring at the pictures with hot men my mind was set.John Mayer was definitely on my hottest artist's list.
So I downloaded his whole discography and took my time listening his songs.
now I proudly say that he is my 3rd fave artist of all time XD.First being Coldplay and second Kings of Leon.
I knew 'No such thing' from way back when I read a reat fanfiction of Bleach.But I searched for lyrics and Wow.He truly is amazing.

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
And I wanna shout at the top of my lungs
I just found out there is such a thing as THE Mayer
It's no lie you've got to rise above.

Haha great artist.

****

It has been snowing like crazy since 3 AM this morning.And now the whole town is covered in a fluff white cover that is just too cold to be touched.I seriously wouldn't want to touch it.
The irony?
On Christmas Eve it was raining cats an dogs with lightning and thunder and the whole package.
Haha,the beauty of life.XD
Well I really don't welcome the cold and the snow,in fact I hate it.I'm totally a summer person.
And the worst part?
Tomorrow is the first day at school which means my ass will freeze til I get there ,WHICH means my day will start shitty,WHICH means it will be hard putting my whole Simina plan in action.
Not to mention the fact that I might slip,because let's face it babe,winter hates me,I hate winter.This is how life truly rolls 'round here,hot stuff(haha I've been listening to Kesha's new album) XD
Ok so now I think I should bath and cut my bags before my mom arrives home and finds out that I haven't studied a thing -__-' (I still have 2 exams left,remember?)
Daaamn school life!!
Who the fuck said high school is fun?
This is not about enjoying it,it's about surviving it.
I hope I sound dramatic,cause that's how I feel right now.

****

Wow pretty long post.
Well I had both nothing and everything to write about..
...so give me a break.

She's always buzzing just like
Neon,neon
Neon,neon
Who knows how long,how long
She can go before she burns away.

Jo

Pink Bullets

Gees I think it's time to write something smart here because looking at my last post made me realize how many things I said in the shortest sentences I've ever written.

Remember when I talked about the ups and downs?Well I think I reached the top of the hill and now it's time for me to climb down or God knows what might happen I could accidentally trip over my own feet and stumble down the hill ungracefully and break my neck.

Yes that might just be it.You know people really amaze me.

There are so many kind of people.Sour people,bitter people not so many of sweet people nowadays....

But why bother to befriend them when they just stab you in the back later?

Yesss I know that they're also human even if they're FRIENDS (caught my drift?:]..)well anyway it must be some sort of law of the nature.Like your inner someone bugs you like

"Hey you stupid!!Go over there and start a conversation with that mugger!!!See what you can make of it,if the shithead doesn't cooperate we drop the case but if the asshole looses up then we mess with her head for another three month then we totally ignore the motherfucker...maybe look at her from time to time just to confuse the shit out of her!Got that shit face?It's a plan!!"

Basically that happened to me.I bet Simina's inner swears like that!I can really see that...

But anyway...I'm thinking of turning everyone out for the time being...no friends?got it...no boyfriend?got that right....no money?you hit the nail on the head....no stupid thing to occupy your time with?I think we have a winner!What shall your prize be?Royal Crown?a Coke maybe?

Geees thankies for the nice Christmas present you high school people!

But dropping this back-stabber topic I want to talk about something light just to ease myself?So what if I'm selfish?Nowadays people pay you if you got that shit!No kidding!

About movies...movies are nice...yeah you can watch them when you feel like it they tell a story have awesome music use non-monosyllabic words and the best thing about them is that they don't fucking IGNORE you when you want to fucking WATCH THEM!!!!

Movies don't go like :"NOOO motherfucker go away don't you fucking dare press play cause I swear I'm going give you such a big error that your brain will explode!And this is not sweet pie talk I fucking want to chat with my movie friends who after some time will fucking stab me in the back so don't you fucking dare to interrupt me FUCKING SHIT FACE !!"

yeah well imagine a movie talking to you like that...no fuck that imagine a movie ACTUALLY talking to you...I think you get the picture and the facts hit me as hard as a bitch slap from a movie.I just lost my only friend!She fucking ignores me just like that!!And I swear when I talk to her and she says shit back it half-mouthed and you can actually hear disgust in her voice!

God I hate people.If I ad the chance I would fucking throw onions in their eyes for like 10 YEARS!!!And then make them listen to Simona sing for days and weeks and years!!!Oh God that would be satisfying....yes..

I really need to change myself...but I found it utterly impossible to change the way I see people.

Like when you meet them...yes you have to admit that you judge that person by the first impresion he/she gave you and then you get to know the shooting star...and BAM you see through his/her actions like you've known her all your life.

And even if you like the little cherry cupcake you hate her.Because you just fucking hate the way he/she DOES or HANDLES something....and I really don't want to get into detail because the way people speak...well let's just say that it speaks of the person iself.And damn that blue panda's future's not that bright.

Let's take homosexuality for an exemple...no let's take lesbians for an exemple...well they're people who may leave a somehow STRONG first impression on you and even if you are very reserved they just fucking get under your skin!!!But by the end of the day you still fucking hate them because when you watch them on the TV and you fucking want to please yourself you fucking don't get turned on because they take THAT long...they just fucking DON'T GO FOR IT!!!And I truly hate them for that!They just lost a lesbian supporter when they made that movie!Damn right!

Ok so I leave it that I'm having it rough but when you think about it who doesn't?

wow the question of the century...

Ending it with that...

I'm in for a beautiful night!(YAY)

Jo

Kyaaaaaa I'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!!

I successfully survived the ups and downs of the start of my high school!!My class is just BLAAAAH!!But I like Simina....and Paula(most of the times) and I really like Ema (she's so cute O__O).The guys are losers XD...well I guess except Matei and Tudor...(but Tudor is a bit creepy I guess...O__O or maybe I'm just too paranoia...XD)

...the bitches I hate...umm well I guess I kinda matured and grow-up since I just can't hate with passion like I used to in middle-school -__-'...troublesome...and the guys I really try because they really get on my nerves...but I usually ignore them *sigh* YAY for me *sarcastic*

But Simina is really awesome!!She has an awesome sense of humor and she's sarcastic and ironic and she's SMART!!!OMFG!!!XD lolz that was random but yeah she's totally awesome XD and plus she likes anime and she's read Beast Master(OMG I love Leo!!!) I'm so glad I approached her on the first day and we became friends ^^!!!

The teachers are mostly alright I guess.The romanian teacher is awesome XD lolz except the part where she gives us marks XD...*whistles* I have a 5 a 3 and an 8 ^__^' and I think I will get another 8 soon XD...I have to study for my romanian exam -__-' *sigh* I really hate studying....But I really dislike the history teacher...he's a dick to put it bluntly...and he's old XD...I have 6 and 6 there *sigh* so far for my good grades XD...The geography is a witch as always...didn't expect anything else...after all I'm doomed with geography...that's the way life rolls around here babe XD.I have a 5 I think T.T waaa I have to studyyyyyy for the geography exam.I hate geography!!!!!!!!!!!!!GRRRR dieee dieee *stomps on geography until it bleeds and dies*

And I guess these are all the classes I hate...well hate...I mean dislike...ok except geography.I HATE geography.Always and forever *flips geography off*!!

But I really love my English classes!!!!!Yay for my former teacher and my group teacher!!!I really love these two!!

Mrs Rosu is soooo awesome and funny as hell!!XD I have 9,9 and 10 isn't that awesome???Next week's my exam at English and I intend to ROCK at it XDD YAY for English!!!

And my former teacher is sweet as a pie XD....she's really ok.

I'm glad I didn't get another one like Platona (my former former-teacher XD lolz)

I totally don't miss her XD...maybe I miss a little all the commotion and maybe just maybe I miss Sandra a little.OKOKOK I totally miss talking,teasing,laughing and joking with/to her...but hope we meet up soon XP

OKKKK so let's see any other events I haven't spoken of yes...hmm..well dunno but tomorrow's an English contest so you imaginary people who read my blog wish me good luck XD

Btw I was absent from school for like two weeks XD...lolz I have some shit with my coughing...sigh they also made us do some test today...they stuck a needle in our arm for like 5 seconds and the it left a huge mark XD lolz but surprisingly I didn't hurt...it felt like someone annoying was pinching you -__-'...I wanted to punch the woman lolz XD

Caaaaan't wait for the holiday!!!OMGGG Christmas!!!!KYAAAA it's better going to be super awesome XD!!!!I wanna sing carols,fight with snow,build lots of snow women,watch the christmas tree,have fun with Sandra and Simina,wathc awesome movies,laugh very much,feel good about myself,listen to awesome music and EAT lots of delicious FOOD!!!!

OMG btw I love One Republic's new album Waking Up!!!I love 'All the right moves','Secrets' and 'March On' XD awww

Much love for One Republic!!!
BTW I can't wait to see Alice in Wonderland!!!!I FUCKING LOVE THAT STORY!!!

awww!!!and Tim Burton and Johnny Depp!!!And I read Four Past Midnight by Stephen King!!!God I loved Nick Hopewell!!!I'm so fucking sorry that he died!But The Secret Window kinda disappointed me...*sigh* at least the movie was with Johnny Depp :3

Anyway that's it for today....I have to go to sleep.Recently I sleep like a log -___-'...no...seriously...!!I sleep much and nothing can wake me up...I really love it XD lolz

SOOOO I wanna find me King of Hearts and I wanna be his Queen of Spades!!

All the right moves and all the wrong places

Everybody knows

Where we going

We're going down

Love,

Jo

I keep secrets in my imaginary locked closet XD

Oook so I decided to come again

with a better mood 'course XD

these last weeks were so unevetful that O.o I can't even lie XD

but last week I decided to return to piczo even if I'm on Hiatus :3

I missed photoshop XD and making gfxes *grins*

Oficially I have 1 month and 15 days till high school starts and I plan on loosing a few pounds cause I've kinda been slacking off -___-"

Durind my tent trip I obviously lost weight but...right now I'm just as full as I was 2 weeks ago

-__-"

My mom now works at the aerobic center and hopefully next week I'll be attempting at my first aerobic classes.It's 800 a month (80 lei) and you can go every day except for Sunday.I can't wait to try the running tracks XD

I've tryed yoga....it's awesome and I could get used to it...but it wouldn't help me loose weight...I personally think yoga is for your inner balance and to help you relax...throw out all you're problems for an hour or two and sweat like a pig XD

OOH ohh I read a manga....called Cat Street...

one word....Unbeliaveble,Amazing,Gorgeous,Beautiful,Mind-Blowing!!!

ok...that was kinda...one...three...five or six??should I count MIND-FUCKIN-BLOWING as two words??O.o cause the manga sure deserves thousands of happy words.

While reading the manga I listened to Crystal Ball by Pink O.o the song is pure awesomeness and I simply fell in love with the combo <333>

Ohoohoo yesterday I cleaned my room XDD I deserve a nobel prize XDD

and now it looks amazing O.O...Recently I've been pestering my dad bout painting my room...It was last painted three years ago in a pale green color...and don't get me wrong I love green but right now my walls are covered with killed mosquitos and ...dirt...and finally today he said that we could paint each wall a different color (because I couldn't make up my mind XD)

Up til now I've been thinking bout an orange right oposite my window so when the sun shines and instead of seeing an even lighter green behind me I could see my room getting on fire XD

Today we went to my gramps xD cause it was my uncle's birthday and we had a so called family reunion >.

But it was ok..I guess...we ate what uncle cooked (you get it?XDD on his birthday LMAO XDD)

and...then lazed around for two or three hourse and draged our asses home...it was 7 when I got home and that means that I've been listening to Fuck you by Lily Allen for 4 hours now XDD

Tomorrow I'm going to another hourse racing with Sandra...sigh...so a long day awaits me...

Hopefully next week I'll get The Shinning by Stephen King aww amn I can't wait XD

OOOH yesterday I played a yahoo game on free trial something like Art Colony or something like that ooh man I love games like that O.O and when the 60 minutes ended I was cursing and whinning and making unusual non-human sounds XDD damn yahoo games for not being free XD

Oh I almost forgot I saw Kamikaze Girls (a japanese movie) XDD it was awesome I loved Anna Tsuchiya there XD and I even got the whole sound column XD I must admit that I love lolita dresses O.o I want a clothes like that too...I wanted a dress like that to my prom too but in the end we ended up buying a shitty purple dress from the market in the last day T.T

Ok I'm goin now cause tomorrow I have to be at Sandra's place at 8.30 O.o

ok I admit last post sucked ass and hard...

but *sigh* I'm in such a shitty mood right now that I don't even care

I had the milenium's biggest family quarrel...

and I mean it

I was told to leave...and if I ever put my foot out the front door I can never come back...

so it's kinda...depressing...and all...but with time I'll manage

And I'll count every second til I can finally leave this shit hole

...3 more years...

*sigh*

I'm impatient so I don't think I'll spill all those things that happened...

but the trip lasted 3 days...it was...good...

We slept ina tent and the nights were shitty.I slept really bad...

then we went on a trip

it was long but it was refreshing and I'm glad I hadn't turned it down

I trust my legs

and of course I'm so upset and full of Sandra that I don't even want to think about her let alone write....*sigh*

OK....

that's it for now...

Life goes by

On a Talihina Sky

And I'll be out

As soon as I can fly

Talihina Sky

Hehe...*looks around,whistles,points at a butterfly*

ALL RIGHT YOU CAN TAKE MY GREEN LEATHER SOFA BUT YOU CAN'T TAKE MY MUSIC!!

...huh...that was kind of....awkward...*rubs neck nervously*

Allrighttt I was LAZY?Happy now???

Damn Internet and its ways of making me speak the truth...

BHUUUT

where should I start so many things happened from my last post...hehe..here I come again that guilty feeling...(DAMN YOU HEARTLESS INTERNET)

ok I'll start so school ended...and after the ceremony everyone and I mean EVERYONE cried....but me T.T(I was the insensitive one....*sigh*)

WHAT?Don't blame me blame those evil tear machines!!!They had to break right on that day *grins foolishly*

So yea it ended BIG SHIT...I mean big deal...and in the next 2 weeks I studied

for my English exam like any other normal kid does *cough* *cough*

*silence*

*big silence*

*you can hear a fly fooling around*

*more silence*

*GODZILLA silently rises behind that poor fly and...*

*silence*

*he didn't stand a chance*

*tranquillité*

*poor GODZILLA we'll always remember you*

*liniste*

*here comes my mom*

*csond*

*What the fuck's with that fly??*

*and mooooore silence*

*splash**bunk**band*

*damn...don't mass with my mum...*

where was I?

Oh yeah

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAMUHAHAHAHA

YEAAAAAH RIIIIIGHT!!!XDDDD

ME STUDY???XDDDD

Of course I wasn't studying XD what an absurd idea XD

Bhuuut

my prom came anyway...

It was,dare I say a DICKSUCKER event

not worth mentioning...my dress sucked ass and my shoes were filled with blood after I walked all night *sigh* so just forget about it..

and after all this time THE 17th ARRIVED *lightnings flashes and bloody screams*

oh no my chocolate melted on the keyboard daaaamn

oh were was I?

yesss THE 17th CAMEEE

That day

I woke up super early and dragged my ass down to Mihai Eminescu High School where the exam was held

GOLY GHIT GOD GOVES GE(Holy shit God loves me)

Yeah....sorry about last time
I had to cut short my post cause of problems....
I was to absorbed in self-pity
But now everything
EVERYTHING
Goes perfect!!!!
My fucking Geography teacher corrected my 3 in an 8 and today I got a 9!!!And tomorrow she'll bring my test I hope I get 10 XD (am I asking for too much?....naaah XD)
And at Romanian...I studied hard .HARD. I woke up every morning at 6 so I could study more (I usually wake up at 7 get ready in 5 minutes and watch TV til 7:30 when Sandra-chan comes XD...)
And today when I explained the teacher my plan he corrected my 4 in a 9 without hearing me out
But
Not that I'm complaining...in fact this day was as full of good news.
TODAY
MY BABY
GOT
HOME
KYAAAAAAA
(my baby is my laptop)
without him for 3 weeks was horrible.Like for a fish without water
....I hate fish >.<
I got my converse today.They're white whit some shitty doodles on them
But they're not half bad for the moment *shrugs*
From Monday we'll star work *winks*
BTW Monday=School-free day
We'll be selling an *gasp* holy shit *wide eyes*
EXPENSIVE MEDICINE!!!!
Kyaaa
I'll be rich!!!!
You'll see
I'll live in hotels for the rest of my lives and I won't travel by cars!!!NO NO m'am
I'll be transported around by men in a green leather sofa
while drinking expensive champagne and coke....
I guess old habits die hard....
and I'll be singing Kings of Leon and Coldplay all day
So don't mess with me
Or I won't let you carry my green leather sofa around
Btw remember my Biology class?
And when I found out that I had a 4 and was very pissed and wished the teacher to choke on my essay which is due to Friday?
Well today I noticed a 9 near that 4 so everything's cool
But she still can choke on that essay that's due Friday
My English exams are coming on the 17th
But I kinda got rid of that peculiar feeling that I had for more that 3 months now
Haha
I can officially announce that starting with tomorrow there are
7 more days of school
*cheers, jumps around ,shakes head hips legs hands,laughs maniacally,trows things around,makes humanly unusual sounds,screams and cheers some more*
Ok I think I'm done for today
My stomach hurts T.T
Got cramps T.T
I'm FUCKING PMSing you FUCKTARDS
....but it still hurts >.<
anyways bye I'm off
Looks just like the sun
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Looks just like the sun
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One
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Jo

Shitty weather

Yeah it seems like I'm posting again

My History exam went excellent and our teacher gave me 10

But

The other bitch/dickhead gave me 9,50

I only know his/her signature but I swear I'll hunt him/her down!!!GRRR

My homeroom teacher said the that absolutely everything was perfect!!!Fuckin everything!!!The nerve!!!So now I have 9,75 well it's not that bad....I guess...*sigh*
Guess what?My geography classes went quite well

I still hate her tho but I was grateful when she said that we could write down the lesson we learnt and give it to her at the end of class....but I still hate her...and I still have to study for next week's test which consists in 3 fucking long lessons *sigh* and I still have to write a 15 page essay due Wednesday...so I still hate her and can't wait never to see her again XD

Biology went good as well but I found out that the other week I got a 4 at biology!!!I hadn't even known!!!The bitch!!I hope she'll choke on that essey I'll give her next Friday...as if...

The week that comes we'll have to wear black and white haha I can't wait!I have a killer skirt and hopefully I'll have nice pair of convers til Monday.

Friday we received our photo's.

2 weeks ago we had a photoshot for the end of the 8 Grade .

I guess I look slightly better than I imagined I would...but I still look stitty in photos

Yaheeeey

So yeah my history exam went fabulously extremely awesomely(is that a word?) GREAT!!

Haahaa I got 10 *hero posture*

And yup my math exams is 7 haha that's good too *grins*
So this week was pretty ok

But

Here comes Monday when our headteacher decided to to take pictures of us

And we all need to dress up in black and white (which is quit ok with me)

BUT

Girls MUST wear FRICKIN SKIRTS

I tell you!!!!!SKIRTS???MY mortal enemies!!!!

I wish they would all burn in hell(I mean the skirts)
And then Tuesday I have Romanian....

And currently I have a 10 and a 4 there

So he said if I study he'll modify my 4 in a 9

Isn't that awesome ???

PEOPLE here comes Wednesday!!!!
Geography!!!!!!

I HATE THAT WOMAN!!!!

GRRRRR

Let's say Thursday's not that bad....

And of course after Thursday comes Friday

Biology....*sigh*

What a shitty week it'll be....

Buuuuuut

I have something to look forward to

From Monday on I'll be going to aerobic

three times a week

And there'll be sauna too

*spins around and cheers*

Suckers 3 more week.Hahaha 3 more weeks and it'll be FREEDOM!!!Never to see their faces again *evil laugh.Damn I'm hungry....this week every time I got home from school but every time there was no food!No fuckin food!JUST LIKE NOW TT.TT!!Damn parents....

BTW I finished Fear Nothing by Dean Koonts and it was *insert looong awesome adverbs* FUCKIN AWESOME!!!!!Damn I love Bobby Halloway XDDD.I love him!!!!And Chris too and Sasha too AND of course I love Orson as well(awwwww)!!And damn the monkeys!

I hate monkeys!How dare they breake in Bobby's house!!GRRR

Today is Saturday and I got up at 11 it's sunny and hot and I'm home alone and I feel fantastic XD.I'm listening to Photograph by Nickelback and damn it fits right now.It's just I don't think I'll feel nostalgic.Goodbye suckers!!!!Freedom here I come!!!!!

Btw my dad started searching for jobs in Australia XD.How awesome is that but he's a little nust....I'm like that too.But it's good cause for a long time I've been wanting to go to either Africa or Australia.Paradise.I FUCKIN hate cold and I wouldn't miss Romania so that would be awesome *grins*.Maybe there would be more managa and anime.....maybe...

Yesterday I went to the mall with my mom and my two aunts...It was hilarious XDD aunt number 2 wanted to by toy tractor but it was huge and it didn't enter in the carries so aunt number 1 had to drive with a huge packet beside her and me my mom and aunt number 2 laughed our asses off in our way back XD

Today my mom planned to go to my grandparents!So grandparents prepare cause here we come

our entire family me mom aunt number 1 and uncle number 1 aunt number 2 and uncle number 2 and their son and I'm still not sure bout my dad...he hates this kind of things XD...

But I plan on reading in the sun the whole day with a cold Coke in my right hand!!

Soo guys I'm off

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Look at this photograph

Every time I do it makes me laugh

How did our eyes get so red

And what the hell is on Joey's head

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Jo

Goodbye Suckers *spins*

HEEEEY!

Guess what??I'm back XD....riiiight

And I'm almost done with daydreaming 'bout summer cause guess what??

4 more weeks of school and I can happily with a hidden source of energy scream my fucking guts out *GOOODBYE SUCKERS!!!FAREWELL!!!I HOPE WE WON'T SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN!!* haha that rhymed xD

But seriously 4 more weeks and frickin middle school ends.High School here I come *cheers jumps around and does other non-human sounds that even creeps Jinxy out*

I've waited for this time for what 3 years XD???Yep Yep *nods nods*.

And I've decided that I'll change I won't let myself be pushed around anymore

I don't need bossy friends that always tell me what to do.No missy *foolish grin on her face*

Goodbye to you!!

But until then I have one more exam.It's on Thursday...History...blah

Btw my Romanian exam sucked...and it sucked really hard I got 4,80 T.T

But fortunately my math exam is a bit better I got 7 "I'm walking on sunshine whoah whoah I feel good" *is having a blond moment* XD ignore me I'm just bubbling with excitement XDDD

And I'm sure the History exam will be okay I mean History is one of my strong points and I've got 10 at the last exam so I'm pretty relaxed

4 more weeks of school and 4 more weeks before my English exams

I have to take 'em right?I'm smart....right? *slaps herself* focus focus don't lose it *another slap*

Ok...I'm good now...I think I'll manage *grins*

When I finish with this school I swear if I see my geography teacher ever again I won't even look at her (here this is a great dishonor)I hope her career will eat her alive!She is a gray woman very gray...tch nuisance

Guess whaaaat

I've got a pet *grins like a fool*

He's a hamster!And his name's Jinxy(it come from the word jinx which is someone or something that brings bad luck) charming,ne? *winks*

I've got him from a women in the middle of the street.And I don't regret it *charmed*

Btw two weeks ago I went to a horse ridding contest XD

Kyaa horses were cute and it was fun.Me and Sandra-chan met a girl she's a bit mamlasz (it's in Hungarian) buut I guess otherwise she's nice enough she's only 13 so..I didn't expect many things from her..

And yesterday I went to the Mayalish festival and tried the what-happens-when-you-crash-into-a-car simulator XD it was interesting...later I watched myself in TV...I watched over and over again how my face got twisted...have you seen Bridget Jones and that part when she strolled down on that pole and everyone saw her underwear because it was live?Well I kinda felt like that XD except no one saw my underwear XD and of course it wasn't that embarrassing xD

I've been hooked on James Mraz lately and I have to say that I really love him....he's seriously such a cool guy!My current fave song is Butterfly...such awesome lyrics xD and about the fact that he forgets his own face sometimes...well it happens to me too...I must admit that I'm A.BIG.DORK *insert my geography teacher's accent* Eh.Bighe.Dorkeh God I hate her!

-Mister look at your girl she loves it-I can see it in her eyes-She hope's to last for ever-

I plan to work this summer XD (remember when I was absorbed in self-pity and wished for a better b-day and of course for an Ipod?) well it's time for me to sweat and earn my own money (corny much?)

After my history exam I'll be working part time in a convenient store...my dream job *rolls eyes*

And of course I plan to lose a few pounds

And of course I'll dedicate my whole summer holiday for music fanfictions ice-creams Books Stephen King and cicadas *bows in front of these thing and makes giggling noises for Stephen King* remember me? good ol' Stephen King fan *grins*

I'm currently reading Dean Koont's Fear Nothing and I love it he's another awesome author and I definitely hate monkeys Grrr

So every monkey lover don't come near me or I'll jump on you.I'm not joking!

An other week and it's vaccines time.I'll get that big and ugly vaccine that'll leave a mark which will be my companion for the rest of my life....am I lucky or what?

But even if that's the case 4 more weeks and angels will be singing XD

Btw recently I've been really interested on the Chernobyl topic....such a disaster...

I hope Ukraine collects enough money to construct a new sarcophagus before the old one collapses

cause 97% of the radioactivity still resides there buried in a mass of concrete

Today I read a lot of awesoem magas @.@

Kimi Ga Suki for example written by the awesome Watanabe Ayu @.@

High Five for all Mase fans out there!!I love him !!

I must read more so pleaaase Watanabe-san update!!!

Fast if possible -__-'

Ooook that was it for now!

I'm off reading more manga ...and possibly I'll do some studying for History ......*thinks*.... naaah who am I kidding XD

Ok

-That bitch aien't a part of me-

"Shut up Lisey!Now is time for you to shut up"

Cubihouse-jellifish

LOLZ don't ask bout the name it just came out XD .

March.is.shit!I expected smth different I mean after all it was my birthday!!Bhuut nhoo I just hate that Ward woman and that little prick too Turkey.tch. To hell with 'em!!

I start to feel the pressure of taking those Enligh tests I mean they're coming and reaaal fast ...

But of course everyone thinks I'm sooo good.I can't fail,right?I know I must study a lot more and I swear I will but right now I just absorbed in self-pity.I had a shitty b-day.Am I really 15 now?Whoa *sarcastic*...At least I got some money to buy shit.I still crave for that Ipod but I know that's impossible right now so I just have to wait.Maybe there will be a miracle and it will rain with Ipods the again I'm selfish and I wouldn't want the others to have Ipods XD(Yeah I'm a very selfish person)

By the way I finished Lisey's Story by Stephen King and I'm proud to say that it IS my fave book.I love Stephen King.I love Scott Landon,Lisey Landon,Bu-Luna,Amanda Debusher and every single word from the book.I swear I love EVERY word!!!! *is having a Kyoko moment* XD.

Every Monday I watch Skip Beat! Great anime XD I absolutely love Kyoko and Tsuruga Ren *All hail Tsuruga Ren and his smexiness* XD

I recently read the most amazing ItaSaku fanfiction.I bow in front of Cynchick!The girl is frickin AMAZING!!! If you want to read good a romance/drama ff I suggest Perception By Cynchick!

And of course the sequel what's DeiSaku "Silver Lining"*sigh* one word:love XD!

I adopted a new obsession (is that even possible XDD??) anywayz yesterday I found out the wonderful world on HidaTema *dramatic sigh*.I can't believe I didn't pay that much attention to this couple I mean CelticOak did write about them in Flowers In The Rain and even Out On Delivery.Have I mentioned how amazing CelticOak is?She is my fave author and writes amazing GaaSaku fanfictions my second fave is CattyJen who just finished this huge chocolate cake (I have the odd habit of expressing my ideas through desserts.It comes from my dad XD we're a big sweet lover family)----called Things We know and I can't wait til she start the sequel that will take place 10 years later *glowing with excitement*.Saturday I read -What Happens In The Desert-'s 1 chapter which is also from CattyJen and I hope she updates quickly that story as well XD.

Recently I had a huuuuge thing for King Of Leon And I mean HUGE and aside from that I find The Hives very cool I mean the frontman I forgot his name resembles to my friend's cousin that is waaaay younger the guy's only 13(Hahaa right in ur face chibi I'm 15 suck it up!XD)

Today I had a really good dream but that stupid alarm clock had to ruin so instead I faked ill and stayed home(Ha take that stupid alarm clock) only to be woken up by none other that one of my friends Simona (I still remember that my 2ND dream was good to but oh well...#$!!#$)

And now here I am typing....tomorrow I'm going to school *cheers*(I hope you noticed the heavy sarcasm that lingers around me)

*Let's have some fun this beat is sick I wanna take a ride on that disco stick* XD this is the song that came in right now Lady Gaga XD.Awesome lyrics.Shooo

Ook I go now cause all my body cells tell me to just threw myself in the bed and watch TV til midnight XD.Sooo goin now

"I swear I'll kill you-Temari

You promise-Hidan grinning"

Calculus-fondue-statement (another freaky name I came up right now instead of a Bye )

Bye!

Whoooa

I just found this site while searching for some good anime movies.....I just saw The cat Returns and awww it was awesome if you haven't hear of it I suggest you to look it up on megavideo and watch it dubbed...yeah I know I usually hate english dubbed animes but this time I ignored it and it was worth it XD.Yesterday I watched The girl who leapt through time (yeaah so I don't remember the actual japanese name so sue me XD)I can't believe how much I liked it...I was like gaping at my screen for 5 minutes (buuuuut I didn't shed a single tear...yeah I'm a proud person like that XD).What can I say anime+sci-fi+romance+drama= we have a winner wha' bout the prize a good ol' Coke or a Royal Crown maybe? XD (Yeah I'm also a big Stephen King fan currently I'm reading Lisey's Story so watch out =D)

Have you ever felt like the music ur listening to is made for a season.Cause oddly I always feel that and it's friggin winter!!!And I daydream bout summer!!! I'm going nuts XD I already have a list with some songs that from my point of view are made for summer I can't wait to buy an Ipod and listen to my fave's all day I swear I'll take it with me everywhere...But summer's soooo far away....and I'll have to find a job *sigh* what a cruel thing huh? by the way wanna see my list?I bet til summer I'll find more songs they'll just torture me XD....

1.Coldplay - Yellow (fellas this IS my all time fave song and somehow I always end up in the 'Zone' when I listen to it....but I guess that's just because of Coldplay after all they're my fave band)

2.Coldplay - See you soon (surprised much XD? actually that was the very first song I've heard from them and after I've listened to it for like 2000 times I still can't get enough and I end up in the 'Zone' as always)

3.Three Doors Down - Runaway (what can I say...gives you the feeling of a summer noon at least at the beginning cause even if I appreciate them for they're work I still can't shake out the feeling that they're new album's similar to Nickelback ya know ....leave that shit to Nickelback,don't get me wrong I ♥ them it's just that they're two different band with different styles so why bother?)

4.Lifehouse - Simon (don't even ask XD I just imagine a large green field and a girl in a yellow/orange dress with long black hair ( I'm a bit disappointed I can't see her face it's all blurry but fear not XD oh yeah and she's barefoot) and she's pointing at a flower....I even drew it XD silly me fantasizing bout summer XD

Lolz so yeah that's it so far(I mean the list XD) cause it's quite relaxing writing like this.I don't know why I waited this long to write my shit down.I guess it's because I could never keep a diary XD yeah...I bet that's why...But thanx God for the Internet and it's ways XD

Soooo I'll stop now I mean the rambling XD...But if I were you I wouldn't get my hopes up cause I might come back XD...after all I have 14 years of stories to tell (and on march 11 it 'll be 15 XD) soo how does that sound XD....

Until next time...Bye
Jo